Tuesday, April 5, 2011

"Why no school?"

... This is a question I was asked yesterday, and a question that I am all too familiar with. Though it may not always be said in broken English, This question still drives that same point home... "Why no school?"... As usual, I broke out my stand-by response "I don't function well in school." This statement is followed by an awkward air of doubt. My School-less days are automatically seen as a flashing billboard sign with the words "laziness" spread across the center. And i find it hard to blame whome ever asks. This sign has popped into my own head numerous times at night while I tossed and turned in thoughts of failure. How can I know for sure I wasn't just another lazy 21 year old kid just trying to get away with doing the bare minimum? I would need some sort of proof, something tangible to hold up to the naysayers that screams "see! I'm not as pathetic as i look!" So i paused and tried to think of what i had done since high school graduation. A list then popped up and took the place of that sign in my head. And here it is... Since i graduated High school I taught myself how to run more the Quadruple the distance any P.E. class ever got me(while also losing over 60 pounds). The second I left my high school in the dust I understood how to shade drawings properly and photograph the way i intend to. Both of which were arts that i had tried at for hours and hours at a public school desk. I have had many jobs and I am quite quick and proficient in picking up skills fast. I understand music in a way i never could in music lessons. I have progressed as musician 10 fold. I'm on my way to comprehending Spanish (a task i found impossible in Spanish 100) and know a few phrases in other languages to get by on. I could write an essay if needed with more passion and sense then ever before and have written many poems and songs since that proverbial grad. cap was thrown. I've made more social connections without a Recess or lunch break present. I have learned the importance of honesty and intent. I know i have much more to learn and i know that i am just as flawed as the next person, but, at the very least i can consider myself to be driven and not a complete lazy bum. By posting this it'll hopefully give some little bit of proof to get rid of your doubts, but mostly to get rid of mine. :)


To end this I would like to make clear... if there are punctuation and grammar mistakes, that is the next thing on my list to learn

Thursday, September 9, 2010

The Strawberry Way lead me back home

Alrighty! So im back home from Strawberry Music Fest. and it feels good! This year deffinitly wasnt like my past year at Strawberry and thats a good thing. It was fun and beautiful and difficult. I had lots of fun and to tell you everything would take quite awhile so ill substitute it for some pics :)

Monday, August 30, 2010

in love

Today is one of those days where your in love and everything looks sooo good and right. But the bestt part about today is that a boy has nothing to do with it. Im in love with the world. Thats right i said it! and my relationship between me and the world is blossoming like never before. It is a great day. and also about 2 days away from my Strawberry Fest. Vacation! cant wait!!! :) So today i got very excited about the impending Fall season so i made some amazazazing cupcakes. Nice and festive! well thats ill i have to say so ill be writing again sometime soon. Peace in the middle east!
cinnamon/nutmeg cupcakes w/ a cinnamon whip topping
 i made today :)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Class. Its what ive got.

Today I start my Afro Carribean dance class with Michelle! I woke up early this morning. i guess im excited for 2 hours of Laughing haha.

In all my busy-ness i haven't been writing much these days but to make up for it i leave you this video:

They be Rape'n Errerybody out herrr!!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Scrapbooking pickles: the 3" to 10" debate

I promised Theresa I'd stay up with her while she finished her scrap book thing. she is making a Pickle scrapbook and as we entered the world that is "cricut" we couldn't help but notice the terrible distance in size from the 3" pickle option to the 10" option. Though both pickles seemed very capable of getting the job done but they were vastly different. So, Theresa being stuck in a difficult predicament decided to take both sizes. She is a kind pickle loving woman. This is a Classic (not vlassic) for Theresa.


So here i am writing on my Blog to try to keep myself from passing out cause ive had about a week straight of working and then i traveled to Arizona for Tyler's 4th birthday party. And thus with that explination you know where i am and why i am here. Im exhausted but im happy as a clam. Tyler's birthday was a success, so im happy. I forgot until today how much i love to travel! just driving down open roads and seeing the cactus was like a perfect moment for me. It was like the greatest distraction. Ill try and write in between my jobs and other obligations. I dont think anyone reads this but for my own benifit i will be writing. night.


story inspired by Mr. Pickle
names have been changed to protect the innocent

pictures coming soon.

Friday, June 4, 2010

I fill my days

I fill my days in so many ways
I fill them half empty
I fill them half full
I fill my days with these
and drink from the pool


I fill my days with these...

WKUK - WaterBoobs <---- "You sell water boobs?" love his laugh! hahaha

MY FAV. INTERVIEW! <----- kRISTEN bELL & cHRIS lOWEL

My little HINT of GIRLY lovesickNESS <--- "no one writes songs about the ones that come easy" thats what she said :)

Rob Dyrdek <----- what more can i say : )

The GRAPIST <--- :)

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

ahhh the up side of a downhill

Things are pretty great right now! I want to do everything. Ive got some major plans and some ish will be going down. I cant wait to get everything started! oh and i made My first YOUTUBE VIDEO all by my lonesome. Better things are out there for me and im finding them :)